countless blessings...

as i sit down and think about the things that has happened to me in the past 6 months, all i can say is i am blessed.

i never dreamed to be this successful in my career. i know i am just starting but it has taught me a lot not only skills but it has grown me to be a more mature individual. be more independent. though i admit there were bad days but we can not avoid it. rather it has made me a stronger woman i am now.

now i am enjoying the luxury of life. i am on a vacation with the one i love and i could not ask for more. he gives me joy. he makes me smile. we may not be able to spend that much time together each day but the time i am able to spend with him makes me love him more and makes me anticipate more of the time we are going to spend together.

after this, i am looking forward for another vacation with my family. make them feel the joy of life. make them feel that they are special. make them proud of what i have reached in my life.

i received a lot of blessings. my family who has been very supportive. my prince who continually loves me. new friends whom i have shared my laughter and tears. my career that has made me proud of myself because of the achievements i have made. all i can say is thanks to HIM.

falling in love again....

i never thought i will be this happy and full of love. the feeling of being young once again. despite of the distance we are still here together fighting for the love we had. in our own ways celebrating the love we have for each other. yes it has been 4 months and we never got the chance to celebrate it together. it does not matter because i know in time there will be a lot more to celebrate together.

domesticated weekend.....

friday night...after dinner with fellow pinoy i went home to rest and just lie down. while the others went to bar and have fun. good thing my family was online so i was able to chat with them. angela and i enjoyed doodling with the IM environment and just had fun. i just miss the days i played with her.

saturday...i woke up around 11am and just lie down on my bed. chat with friends and watch movies online. after eating my last yakisoba, i washed my clothes. then as usual just lied down and enjoy the day. i was up the whole night chatting with friends and talking to the people i love over the phone.

sunday...i woke up at around 12noon because i slept at 3am chatting with my prince. i ate breakfast and then thaw the meat i am going to cook. while waiting i spent time chatting again with my friends. it was just funny because the were all asking me about love issues. i feel like i am a love guru for a day. then i cooked adobo. supposedly i will go to the bowling alley today but suddenly i don't feel like to. instead i took a bath and ironed my clothes. then now i am just waiting for friends to be online and chat with them again.

sometimes i think these are the best days. just being alone. do things for yourself and relax. i may be alone but i feel good.

another month has ended

june is over. half of the year has passed. what happens next? i don't know.

when i started to be a contractor, all i ever hoped for is the day when my contract ends so i can be with the people i love. but now i want my contract to be extended so i can spend christmas with my family.

life as a contractor is not easy. you can not plan things ahead because things might change tomorrow. you will never know. so i live with the rule. live each day to the fullest. i work hard and try to gain knowledge each day. i talk to people who are dear to me and make sure that i make them feel that they are special to me. most of all, i make myself feel good.

right now, i still do not know what will happen next. what is in store for me. all i know is that i am blessed and i am thankful for all those blessings. whatever will happen tomorrow i know that it is God's plan for me and i know it is for my own good. :)

accomplishments

another day has passed but it is filled with accomplishments.....


after 3 days of checking why my MGW does not work, i was able to make it work this morning. an achievement for me. this is all first for me and somehow i was able to survive on my own. checking things all by myself and ensuring that things are in proper order.


things are working fine now and hopefully in the coming days. i am just thankful for the people who have supported me throughout. they are my angels.


i will take a picture of my MGW tomorrow with me of course. :P

warm hugs....

incomplete.

that is one word i can say with what i feel right now. it may sound weird because life for me has been so good. i have my family, my friends and a good career ahead. but there is someone missing.

the person to whom you can share your future with. the person you can give your love and attention. when will i be with you. i don't know.

all i need now is a warm hug and a tender kiss to make me feel totally complete. someone who will remind me everyday that he loves me and be with me.

wherever you are....whenever it may be....i will wait for you....

the start of the journey.....

april 14 11:00am my flight bound to amsterdam.

i woke up around 5 in the morning to prepare for my flight. i still cant believe this is happening but i have to face now the truth that i am about to leave Philippines not for pleasure but for work.

i am already in NAIA hoping that everything will be fine.

check-in counter - excess baggage. good thing ailene has still space in her luggage.

Philippine immigration - it went smoothly but as we now go to the boarding gate there was this lady who interrogated us of our iterinary and purpose. good thing we were able to pass her. finally, we were able to board the flight. 13hrs of travel to amsterdam. good thing there were good movies but i didn't enjoy the food. it was terrible.

Amsterdam - i thought things will go smoothly here since this is just a transit flight but we were interrogated again by the immigration officers. good thing we were able to prepare our script just in case we will be asked. then they let us go. then we ate at Mcdonald's in the airport. a Mcnuggets meal (6pcs. nuggets, large fries, soda and tea) costs $16.20. very expensive!!!!!

Guayaquil - finally i arrived to my destination after of almost 2 days of travel. of course i am still nervous since i dont have official work documents for my stay here. good thing the immigration officer was so kind and let me pass. i had my tourist visa valid for 3months.

this trip was the worst i ever had. all the hassle and being unsatisfied with the food. but i had expereinces worth keeping.

trying to get a sleep...

its already 1am and i am still wide awake. i scanned all the tv channels but there is no good movie nor tv show that caught my attention. checked for good movies to watch through internet but still nothing catched my attention. so i just logged on to friendster to see what's new. nothing much as well. no one to chat and no one to talk to.



so i decided why dont i create my own blog site. just for fun.



its my second month here in Ecuador. time is indeed so fast. well what the hell i am doing here. i am a telecommunications engineer currently working as a contractor for nokia. big time!!!! not really because everything is new to me especially the work i have but i am enjoying it.



more stories on my next post....